To Sum Up.
I was right. It was going to end sooner than I thought it would. A small part of me wished it did not have to be that way. Just make those 3 hours of papers seem a little bit longer. A little bit more chance to finish what I started. I did not what it to be this way. Yes, my "slow but continuous" writing style continued and of course, not one of my 15essays(not including DRQ and Case Study) had a conclusion. Some had barely an evaluative counter-argument. Am I worried? Hell yeah, I am. I've only one last paper left, how much difference can that do? It's only a third of the total Literature marks. Am I giving up? Hell no! I'm not a quitter. I am a slacker, but not a quitter. I'm just going to end it as best as I can.
Well, the papers were mostly unexpected. 5 Singapore economics essays. Nothing from China for econs. Context from the beginning of the Lit Paper 1 books. Crisis of Communism in China and Post-1991 explanations. No Singapore riots. No Political theme. I think this is Cambridge's way of having a GOOD LAUGH. Ha Ha to you, you fucking sods. It makes you wonder what the fuck is the point of studying. Everything is down to luck. Everything is down to the fancy of those sordid buggers in Merry Schmerry England. Yeah, I know we should study everything. But, c'mon China was suppose to be an important economic study which was at 90% sure to come out, but 10% prevailed. AND, Crisis in China has come out two fucking years ON THE FUCKING TROT, it still comes out this year. Stupid shit. I'm a lucky fucker to have studied just a couple of hours before the paper or I'm a goner for sure.
It's just 37 more hours left till it's finally over and done with. So goodbye to this "dope shit" called A levels for good. I'm never going back down this road again. Well, I don't have a choice anyway. So on Friday, at 1110am, it's so long and goodbye to my Academic life in SAJC.
Like what Alex said, "Our three years in SAJC feels like two years."
It's just too quick to be true.
Well, the papers were mostly unexpected. 5 Singapore economics essays. Nothing from China for econs. Context from the beginning of the Lit Paper 1 books. Crisis of Communism in China and Post-1991 explanations. No Singapore riots. No Political theme. I think this is Cambridge's way of having a GOOD LAUGH. Ha Ha to you, you fucking sods. It makes you wonder what the fuck is the point of studying. Everything is down to luck. Everything is down to the fancy of those sordid buggers in Merry Schmerry England. Yeah, I know we should study everything. But, c'mon China was suppose to be an important economic study which was at 90% sure to come out, but 10% prevailed. AND, Crisis in China has come out two fucking years ON THE FUCKING TROT, it still comes out this year. Stupid shit. I'm a lucky fucker to have studied just a couple of hours before the paper or I'm a goner for sure.
It's just 37 more hours left till it's finally over and done with. So goodbye to this "dope shit" called A levels for good. I'm never going back down this road again. Well, I don't have a choice anyway. So on Friday, at 1110am, it's so long and goodbye to my Academic life in SAJC.
Like what Alex said, "Our three years in SAJC feels like two years."
It's just too quick to be true.
